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Seeds

by Meyer Pax

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1.
Prince 03:12
I feel like a Nigerian Prince A relative of wealthy royalty I could make you very rich Just need your social security Woke up in a hospital a night lost to misuse An allergy to Aleve Can't seem to find my shoes They asked if I smoked cigarettes I said, "hey man that ain't me" 156 dollars to Prescribe Prilosec OCT You're out in the waiting room Reading highlights magazine Trying to find hidden objects A wishbone, a tangerine Stepped in what I hope was water My nonslip socks are wet You laughed, I yelled and quickly recovered "I'm sorry I haven't eaten yet" We can stay here for another hour Talk about the gilded view You've told me everything but what does this silence tell you?
2.
Fall 04:47
Tongue tied, tired stories Ears are shot her eyes full of hope She fell from grace I'm not much more than boring Stealing words to define his love Spent half my life talking to walls, or answering machines Now I have this tendency To slur to the words I speak You can't blame anyone but yourself for this Can't make you fall but you can make me quit We talk away the night implying sleep is for the weak Well honey, these old bones aren't what they used to be You bit your tongue before you told your story Swallowed pride, lungs full of smoke Spinning webs with broken needles An empty net couldn't catch my fall Spent half a year talking to your wall A full answering machine Now I have this tendency To stick to the same routine You can't blame anyone but yourself for this I can't make you fall but you could make me quit We talk away the night implying sleep is all you need Well honey, these old bones ache more than what I speak I've seen ghosts in this house down the hallway And what they say captivates and haunts me always They know my name, breathe me in, finding safety when I'm still And they seem to know me better than I ever will I'm not afraid of the dark, it's the silence
3.
Stalagmite 04:21
Tired eyes, locked twice Can't look away, no need to break The first night that it felt right We talked until the morning came And the sunrise; a stalagmite of springs and cotton, what a pain in my side, but it's alright I'd lose sleep for you anyday If it's unclear, I'm finally catching my breath again Always near, what a breath of fresh air you've been Gearing up for a long drive, It's a sweet ride Finally seeing a future that doesn't end in a Goodbye; a verbal fistfight A flight risk grounded like a stalagmite This seems too familiar, something needs to change Before I make the same mistakes Buried all my baggage in a shallow grave If it's unclear, I haven't felt like myself lately We've been woven into stitches of folded maps; Inches apart yet oceans away to me You're not afraid of the distance like I used to be Every stitch weaved with this uncertainty So used to the taste of defeat But if I didn't know sour, I wouldn't know sweet
4.
Closure 04:39
Not one for talking much You know I got a lot to say I could think it better than I could ever articulate but The feeling remains the same If you listened a little louder you'd hear my heartbeat on my sleeve If I could break down these mental brick walls You'd be less inclined to leave How am I supposed to make sense of this? (Somehow, someway) How did you think this would end? With a big bang or a fade out? A walk into the sunset or maybe you could stay the night and sweat this out with me It's the only way we know how to make it out alive With surfaces unscathed With hearts a little broken but maybe that's okay How am I supposed to make sense of this? (Somehow, someway) When my face meets the concrete Will you be there to hear me out? When my tongue meets my teeth, Will your lips meet my mouth? How am I supposed to make sense of this?
5.
Seeds 05:24
It shouldn't be this hard It never meant that much to you anyway But 12 months, 2 weeks, or 18 days Is too long to keep the "not" in your brain Where were you The countless weekends I spent by the phone Counted sheep until the morning showed Planted plans but they were never grown That's changed You say I've changed I say you've changed I've been searching for an answer In constants in decimals in open signs In something that's always been by my side Though I never had the will to make it mine Longing to stand here After another year alive Just longing to stand for something To prove it's worth your while To prove it's worth the drive To prove it's worth your time For proof, for proof, for proof That we're all longing to feel alive That's changed You say I've changed I say you've changed We've stayed the same I wish you could see how much I've grown Who I am and who I'm going to be I wish you could see what I've become What these last few years have made me Because I just need a friend tonight I need a vial of validation a set of sight sacrosanct Left the holy from my heartland in the earthquake of your absence I broke ground to ashes, phoenician Colorblind of sunken eyes, I slathered in the memory of your yellow red rosy Colored glass houses, the stones shatter the sunsets The EMS was chemical based, The heart of this city beats under high pressure Washed facades with futures that will never come to pass That you'll never come to pass by this melancholy metropolis that you'll never see the wholesome growth of elegy of orienting the fleur de lis, cordially, drinking, morality tapestry Woven into frozen carbon But the diamonds here are shattered shards Remnants of dust colored daylights far gone The hurt still lives on but the foundation is fine I built this world in your stead forgotten that it would live beyond your time What's another year alone When there's no one in this town but your ghost?
6.
Ohio 02:02
I want to write a song about Ohio Talk about how it's river flows Though I'm no missionary, it must be the virgin Mary The Ohio river, everybody knows I want to fall in love with my Ohio Those are the only two things I know That Ohio is for lovers and Ohio is for rivers and I bet I'd love to see that river flow I want to know you in Ohio See if you finally learned to dance Maybe you would have stayed out of the sun Maybe you wouldn't have picked up that gun Maybe I could have stood a better chance

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released August 13, 2020

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